(My title doesn't make sense at all. Haha!)
It is about quarter to eleven in the evening and I am still
awake and hungry. Tomorrow is also the last day of classes before the official
start of our Christmas break. So right now I am not sure what I am feeling. I
don’t want to rant about my grumbling tummy nor share my excitement about the
upcoming holidays.
Anyhow,
I am still up this late because we have this video project that needs to be
passed tomorrow afternoon. The footage is pretty long so it is actually taking
a lot more time rendering than me editing. I know I presented myself to do such
a task so I really don’t feel so burdened about it however my drowsiness as of
the moment is telling me to sleep on it instead. That’s why I am writing
another blog just to keep me at least half awake.
I’d be
honest… After finishing the last paragraph above I fell asleep waiting for the
video to finish processing. I couldn't continue since I needed to go to school. So I am writing this not on the same day.
Moving
on… Earlier this week I got one of my worst nightmares, having a cold sore on
my upper lip. It is like a ‘tradition’ for me to get it at least twice a year.
I had one last April as well. My mom said it was because I lack Vitamin C, if I
am not mistaken. It is true I always forget to drink the needed supplements
every day and I don’t get to eat fruits with Vitamin C that much either, so I
kinda agree. I am not so proud of it though. Besides the slight sting and the
minor swelling it also looks kinda gross from up close. Although now, it is not
that noticeable unless you really stare at my face for how many minutes long
and besides it’s halfway healed. Why am I ranting about this… well, I just want
to.
Having
one is just frustrating okay? It is like I never ever got away with it. EVER. I
guess I should really look out for my health in order to prevent it. It
is not easy having a cold sore or "mini" wound. I can’t eat comfortably because if I
stretch out my lips too much I get that feeling that it might bleed. When
random people see it they would wonder why and assume. It throbs a little even
if you don’t touch it at all.
Subsequently
I shall talk about other things rather than my cold sore which I am sure no one
is really interested in.
So people are buzzing about the
“End of the World” thing which is said to happen today December 21, 2012 (this was uploaded the day after I actually forgot to post this XD). My
friend asked me what I would have done if it did occur. My answer was straight.
“I’ll tell (insert name of my crush here) I like him.” Why did I think of that
first? First reason, it’s because I would have been probably in school that
moment in time and better if I tell him the truth since I’ll die there anyway. Yes, he goes to the same college as I do. Next, I guess I said that not really thinking much. Last
reason, I truly don’t have the courage and a brave soul to do so, but because
of the “possible yet impossible” prediction, it might push me to spill my
feelings towards him. I don’t know this guy at all. We have no mutual friends.
He was just some person I saw along the hallway last 2 years ago. Up to now I
haven’t made any move. I just steal glimpses at him when he passes by or
indirectly smile at him, whenever he’s around.
I must
be crazy having a crush since the second semester of my first year in a
university and did not do anything (or probably some people could relate?). Although
I am not that desperate to have a romantic relationship with the opposite sex right
now so I guess that’s why I stay glued at my seat and simply observed them (my crushes) from
a far. I dream of having one but it is not my top priority or then again maybe
I am just stubborn. Well I can’t figure out the real reason so for now I’ll let
it be.
He’ll be one of those motivations
I need for me to attend school whenever I don’t wish to. He would also be someone
I will look forward to see almost every day of the week.
Enough
about that though… and I guess I’ll end it here. I won’t be sharing anything
else and save that for another post. I really have a lot in mind but I can’t
seem to find time to put it all into words and create a blog post out of it.
Until next time… Au revoir!
